New Year, New Me

The New year has finally arrived and I couldn't be happier. 2011 was a year full of chaos and never ending battles. My inspiration board is still on my wall and as I look at it I wonder if I accomplished anything I set out to do last year. Every year seems to start the same. I am excited and optimistic about what the future holds for me. But as the year progresses the battles that start seem unyielding and unending. I get weighed down by the stress and find myself getting tired thinking why hasn't anything changed? What am I doing wrong? I resolved this year not to make any official resolutions. But my sister and I have determined that this year will be about completely Reinventing ourselves! As I leave the last year behind with all its trials and tribulations I look forward to a bright future of finding out who I am in God, my Father and creator. I am reinventing myself Spiritually,mentally, and physically. And, I don't mean in the bad way. I'm not changing me, but more finding out Who I am, becoming confident in who I am and what God has called me to be. I felt like last year God told me that my next ten years would be better than my last ten years, and as I stand on the brink of being thirty I am receiving that proclamation wholeheartedly. My twenties were spent wandering around in turmoil and confusion and I finally feel like now I have gotten myself to where I can start turning things around. 2012 will be a Great year for me. I am getting everything in my life in order, my finances, my relationships, and my self esteem. And as long as I rely on Him(as I should have more last year) I know this will be a year to remember.  :)